After quiet a long time am writing something. I have always loved to read and write. It gives me a great sense of well being.But being a busy mom of two boys i have always ignored my innermost feelings.But i think once in a while u gotta listen to it.Otherwise u will feel sufficated. At times thats exactly exactly how i feel. Being inside the four walls of ma flat, i have started craving for the little things which unfirtunately i cnt enjoy.A breath of fresh air, a walk outside at daytime, enjoy the sunset.I terribly miss home these days.The feeling of loneliness is overpowering day by day.Nobody to talk , nobody to listen or share.If it werent for my kids i think i would have gone crazy.Their smiles. are the only thing that keeps me going.
It surprises how much i have changed as a mother.